Saturday, January 16, 2010

I'm soooo far behind in my blogging!

I'm still trying to get my life organized and myself in tune. Trying to get a maid, trying to adjust to going back to work full time and adjusting to a whole new different kind of job, trying to make time for the kids, trying so hard not to lose my temper at them, trying to make time to talk to husband, trying to , trying to smile and enjoy myself.... trying so hard......
I hope that at the end of the day, I'm not short changing my family...... This time, I have to make everything work. No more chances to screw up. Am I stressing myself? I think not yet. Sometimes writing it down makes the whole perspective clearer and my mind more settled. Yaaaawnnnn! Gonna go zzZZzzzZzZZ! Nitey nitey!

1 comment:

Bonibleaux Designs said...

Shirley - just breathe! Remember that the only control you have in this life is your reaction and everything else is in someone else's hands.

I struggle with spreading myself to thin every day, sometimes down to the minute LOL But just breathe. I tend to make lists, if I dont' I would forget everything LOL sometimes I forget where I put my list. But in the short term it helps to feel that I have a good grasp on what needs to be done, what can be done and what will wait until tomorrow - like the dishes....hehehe Hang in there kiddo!!! It will all smooth itself out soon and become routine then you'll be looking for excitement!